Sunday, April 18, 2010

my expectations from my frnds are the biggest enemy of mine nd m addicted to b hurted by others......

the most  bad part of my nature is my attachment with everyone.
everyone which talk wid me wid happiness i think that he/she is my frnd nd will nvr break my trust nd here is the reason lies dat i get hurted. actually i feel everything by my heart nd got tnsed very easily....also my thinking doesnt change from person to person according to me all r my gud frnds nd no one here is selfish thaat he/she will hurt me. but i think dis quote is true that  WATER IS FOR FISHES ND EARTH IS FOR SELFISHES.
when i start expecting happiness from my frnds dey leave me as a unknown stranger....i only want the love,care,understanding and trust of my frnds..but unfortunately no one try to understand me. i smile for the smile of my frnds but inside i cry nd ask god again  and agian whats my fault dat happiness comes in my life for a very short interval. many frnds came in my life nd make a very much gud impact but when i start entring dem in my life dey quit silently..........some says k m always crying datm alone alone but the reality is sometimes i feel so alone dat i wanna to quit dis world...how much pain i feel alone only my god knows.........now i start expecting nothing from nyone nd try to remain alone nd making my frnds happy.....
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