when i was a child i used to think that when i grow up nd come to coolege, life will b more easy nd i will get everything what i want, i have my frnds a lots of frnds nd dey will understand me nd i will understand dem. means i thought only about good things as i see in tv nd movies.
now at present m going to finish my 2 years of college life nd still finds that i have nothing as i imagine before.....except 2-3 frnds who understand me but still dey sometimes ignore me......
i used to think k i will do everything for my frnds which make dem happy nd dey prod to b called me as der frnd but i forgot that this world is called as MEAN WORLD, everyone runs behind his/her own benefit nd no one bothers about nyone. but i think its true coz we r studying, doing work only for our own livlihood nd here i make a mistake in understanding the people.
in clg the first frnd f mine was gaurav den came aman, chetan,khushboo,anmol,areet,anirudh nd slowly slowly the whole class.......all r very gud nd the thing is dat i expected more from dem nd dis creates probs for me many times...many frnds walk wid me to share my joys nd sorrows but may b dey dont hav trust on me so by listening others dey left me wothout ny cause.
also the biggest banner dat all put on my head is that m BAD BOY as most of my times u can see me gossiping wid a girl. dats true coz i dont know but due to the grace of god i have many female frnds nd dis seems a prob for many of my frnds....i tell dem but they dont understand...many make der mind in a wrong manner....my nature of getting emotionally attached wid everyone is my big enemy....some my frnds who understand me always ready to help me out when m sad but i cant tell dem coz i think SHARE HAPPINESS COZ IT INCREASES WID SHARING ND KEEP UR SORROWS WID U COZ IT MAKES OTHERS SAD. my funda is dat k i nvr want to see nyone sad due to mine prob...m trying my best to make everyone happy nd if god is watching i know i will also get happiness..............
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