as i told u earlier that she is a god gifted frnd of mine nd her care nd understanding supports me everytime....now we both r at chandigarh from 10 june nd enjoying here wid frnds.....we had seen 2 movies nd many gardens here. the daily call schedule of mine has been increased to average of 2 hrs.......she make me to feel so happy that i will always b thankful to her..always when she go at new place she prefer to go wid me coz she knows i will not spare her if she goes wid sum1 else...lolsssssssss
the most memorable moment of my life is due to her when she spent the whole day that is my birthday wid me.....thanks yr....she always care abt me nd u know she can tell on call wether m sad or happy... we live here very far from each other but always b together in our memories....i always pray for her successful life nd happiness..........
now at chandigarh i always try to make a plan for meeting her coz i know at hoshiarpur we will not get such a freedom nd time.....so everytime i call i ask her," shinu yr chalo na movie dekhan ya yr ajo na kite ghuman chaliye" nd many excuses more...........maximum times i got a big NO but very few times i got a YES from her which makes me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happpy............thanks yr..........
but here my insecurity factor about her increases very much which she dont likes nd m trying to decrease dis factor....sorry shinu...........many changes dat she suggested me are now started by me in myself.......i always done mistakes nd said sorry after doing or hurting her.....but the mistake i did on 25 june dat i lied to her i think changes her.....i broken her trust i know dat hurts her a lot but MEIN JAN BUJH K NI KITA JO VI KITA
plssssssss shinu yr try to understand i dnt hav reason jo c tenu das dita.......plsss forgive me...........
on 27 we go to visit gurudwara nada sahib nd morni hills....dat trip was awesome as we spent the whole day together nd enjoyed the trip a lot as we were going by taking a lift in a car......
after that on 1 july there was rained 4 the whole day nd the wheather was awesome, den we planned to meet but on the time of arrival our mood changed nd we postponed our program......but as i told u earlier that she understands me so i tried again nd requested her to meet me nd due to her understanding she agrees nd said she will spend more time thn i expected...thanks again..................we went to rose garden den shanti kunj nd last rock garden. after that there was time to dinner so we went to nukkad dhaba where we eat in a single plate nd she put the ice cream with her hands in my mouth......i was so happy by thinking that at morning she refuses to go nd i got upset nd sad but at evening we were dinning together.....MEANS SHE MAKES ME SAD BUT AT THE SAME TIME SHE GIVES ME DOUBLE HAPPINESS BY GIVING ME A SWEET SURPRISE...............................
today on 2nd july i suddenly got to know that our training has finished nd i hav to return to home........................COUNTLESS TEARS ND TONNES OF SADDNESS IN MY HEART.........talked with her she replied......"YR FER KI HOYA"........... i cut the call nd god knows from where the tears start coming as a waterfall.....very bad thoughts in my heart nd much more..............den asked her to go together in the bus den again she refuses.......no tears no sadness only thing was i felt totally ignored nd thought that she dont need me now............the whole journey i thought only her.,.during the journey she attended a call of her best frnd nd dat call continue more dan 30 minutes den i msg her dat people dont thougt gud when dey saw a girl attending a call for such along time...so she cut the call nd sit quietly......while dropping from the bus i saw her from the gap of window so that in last journey to chd i see her smiling face but she was biusy in watching movie.........closed my eyes with tears nd dropped from bus...........when reached home totally filled with sadness nd tears r in my eyes............think nd think about her........watch her pics nd download some more pics of her from her id.........again cried...........................when its extrme of my tears i called her nd den her talk reduces my sadness as she said sorry for hurting me...............but i want to say u buggi one thing-"YR PLSS NOT B SORRY, MENU HURT HOYA TA OH MERIYAN HE GALTIYAN DI SAZA C...PLSSS TUSI EDA SORRY KEH K SHARMINDA NA KARO MENU. TUHADE ENE EHSAAN NE MERE TE K MEIN TA KUCH VI NAI KITA UNHA SAHMNE TUHADI KHUSHI LAYI. HAMESHA TUHANU SAD TE HURT KITA, TUHADA TRUST TODEYA......BUT YR NOW I HAV CHANGED A LOT DUE TO U.......THANKS FOR CHANGING ME..........I WISH ALL THE HAPPINESS ND SUCCESS OF THE WORLD IS WITH U".....................................god bless u mithu.............
all the happiness doesnt came to end after the all above incident,on 7 july i again make a excuse at home nd reach chandigarh to meet her nd watch the movie I HATE LUV STORY. when i reached der it was rainign nd she msg me i will not come in dis rain...again i got upset that by this there will b no time left wid me, but fortunately the rain stops nd i reached her pg in auto, dat day she was lukin so cute dat i cant explain. we reached at cinema nd sit on our seats......while watching movie she put her head on my shoulder nd during the maximum time we both hold our hands because we dont know noe when we meet like dis........during movie her dad's call came nd she reject that call many times after movie when she called her dad ,dey angrly asked her where r u nd many things more. this makes her tnsed. as she dont tell a lie to her parents so she said dat io hav told dad that m at pg so now i hav to reahced pg as soon as possible. her tnsn was naturally so we again pick up the auto nd reached 17 nd from dere we went to 43 sec bus stand , dere i meet her by doing her googly woosh nd den dropped from the bus. on that day i decieded to again come to chd when her training got finished nd she will return to hsp. we both make a plan how to come nd when d day comes my parents rejected my plan whioch was to go chd. i call her one nite before nd she says" ITS K YR KOI GAL NI ND PLSS TNSN NA LAYI". i said nai yr m upset...i know shw was also somewhat sad but she dont showed it...nd it was naturally that i was very sad because after dis god knows when we meet........i cried for a long while at nite.......nthing can b done but i dont know why i was so sad. today is the day nd she was coming from chd..i called her nd she was in bus nd today she repaeted my dialogue to me dat people dont think gud when a girl attend a call for a time in bus so end the call we will talk later.....m sorry buggu but m like dat yr.....m waiting her dat when she reached i will saw her at bus stand from a far side....................
the most memorable moment of my life is due to her when she spent the whole day that is my birthday wid me.....thanks yr....she always care abt me nd u know she can tell on call wether m sad or happy... we live here very far from each other but always b together in our memories....i always pray for her successful life nd happiness..........
now at chandigarh i always try to make a plan for meeting her coz i know at hoshiarpur we will not get such a freedom nd time.....so everytime i call i ask her," shinu yr chalo na movie dekhan ya yr ajo na kite ghuman chaliye" nd many excuses more...........maximum times i got a big NO but very few times i got a YES from her which makes me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happpy............thanks yr..........
but here my insecurity factor about her increases very much which she dont likes nd m trying to decrease dis factor....sorry shinu...........many changes dat she suggested me are now started by me in myself.......i always done mistakes nd said sorry after doing or hurting her.....but the mistake i did on 25 june dat i lied to her i think changes her.....i broken her trust i know dat hurts her a lot but MEIN JAN BUJH K NI KITA JO VI KITA
plssssssss shinu yr try to understand i dnt hav reason jo c tenu das dita.......plsss forgive me...........
on 27 we go to visit gurudwara nada sahib nd morni hills....dat trip was awesome as we spent the whole day together nd enjoyed the trip a lot as we were going by taking a lift in a car......
after that on 1 july there was rained 4 the whole day nd the wheather was awesome, den we planned to meet but on the time of arrival our mood changed nd we postponed our program......but as i told u earlier that she understands me so i tried again nd requested her to meet me nd due to her understanding she agrees nd said she will spend more time thn i expected...thanks again..................we went to rose garden den shanti kunj nd last rock garden. after that there was time to dinner so we went to nukkad dhaba where we eat in a single plate nd she put the ice cream with her hands in my mouth......i was so happy by thinking that at morning she refuses to go nd i got upset nd sad but at evening we were dinning together.....MEANS SHE MAKES ME SAD BUT AT THE SAME TIME SHE GIVES ME DOUBLE HAPPINESS BY GIVING ME A SWEET SURPRISE...............................
all the happiness doesnt came to end after the all above incident,on 7 july i again make a excuse at home nd reach chandigarh to meet her nd watch the movie I HATE LUV STORY. when i reached der it was rainign nd she msg me i will not come in dis rain...again i got upset that by this there will b no time left wid me, but fortunately the rain stops nd i reached her pg in auto, dat day she was lukin so cute dat i cant explain. we reached at cinema nd sit on our seats......while watching movie she put her head on my shoulder nd during the maximum time we both hold our hands because we dont know noe when we meet like dis........during movie her dad's call came nd she reject that call many times after movie when she called her dad ,dey angrly asked her where r u nd many things more. this makes her tnsed. as she dont tell a lie to her parents so she said dat io hav told dad that m at pg so now i hav to reahced pg as soon as possible. her tnsn was naturally so we again pick up the auto nd reached 17 nd from dere we went to 43 sec bus stand , dere i meet her by doing her googly woosh nd den dropped from the bus. on that day i decieded to again come to chd when her training got finished nd she will return to hsp. we both make a plan how to come nd when d day comes my parents rejected my plan whioch was to go chd. i call her one nite before nd she says" ITS K YR KOI GAL NI ND PLSS TNSN NA LAYI". i said nai yr m upset...i know shw was also somewhat sad but she dont showed it...nd it was naturally that i was very sad because after dis god knows when we meet........i cried for a long while at nite.......nthing can b done but i dont know why i was so sad. today is the day nd she was coming from chd..i called her nd she was in bus nd today she repaeted my dialogue to me dat people dont think gud when a girl attend a call for a time in bus so end the call we will talk later.....m sorry buggu but m like dat yr.....m waiting her dat when she reached i will saw her at bus stand from a far side....................
